I feel like a giant stupid head today.
I should have gone on the trip with the rest of the band. I shouldn’t have let my pride get in the way. Now I’m at school practically alone because everyone is gone and I feel like a complete idiot. I miss everyone so much. I’m scared to leave them after high school. I’m sad that I only made these friends at the very end of the year. This sucks. Also I have to get a shot today and I’m terrified.